A dream about Loki

[camillanightshade]

I saw the Avengers in 3D yesterday. It was awesome. I really enjoyed both Loki and Thors charactars in the movies. Yeah I know it has nothing to do with reality. I dont care about that, I doubt they do either. At the night I dreamed about Loki and Thor, I was with them somewhere. I dont remeber anything more then Loki smiled a lot at me. I kissed his cheek devoted, grateful  filled with frighten, which I did my best to not show anyone. Thor was annoyed, perhaos Loki came and interupted us, I dont know. I dont walk around kissing gods or just cause they are pretty, or powerful, cool.

At work today I have been thinking about the kiss a lot. It is like I cant get the image out of my head. So strange lol. When I got home a neighbour approached me, and asked if she could buy my stationary bike, she could see it from the window. I said I have a crosstrainer  as well if  she was interested. I got 100$ which is little money, but feels great that they are gone. I never have time to use them. I rather walk outside and do yoga. This felt like some new luck like a gift. which made me think I havent made an committment to Loki in my dreams? What did the dream mean, why was I so affectionate? The more I thought of it the more confused I felt, i called on the Norrigan to help me to see clearly. I do feel anxious that Loki would do some tricks on me that would damage me, ruin my life, ruin something. Perhaps He told He wouldnt do that, That could be a big reason to feel gratitude, devotion.

For a month i have been coming to Thor once a week.

Comments

[jensurvivor]

I'm just seeing this now. I don't know a whole lot about Loki (though I have a lot of friends who work with Him. 4 is a lot) and I also used the occasion of watching the Avengers to speak with Him, a little.

I don't do a whole lot of confrontation, rebellion or chaos in my life. I fight very hard to keep that stability I do have, and I seem to need so much of it. However I understand the role of chance and unpredictability both in the world and in the creative process. What I am trying to say is, I don't see it as necessarily a bad thing for you.

This looked lie a good resource;
http://flamehair.weebly.com/about-loki.html

Also, you may have heard that He would not ruin your life or damage you, and so you feel like offering gratitude and devotion? Does that bear some examination?

[camillanightshade]

I understand that. I also want and need stability in my life. Yes I would be grateful if He wouldnt ruin my life or damage me. I feel that I am so fragile, so vulnerable. But sure some wild things, just talking having fun shouldnt be dangerous. There is asolutely nothing to be afraid of, no one is gonna harm me. If I truly believed that, I would feel better, be more healthy i suppose. But I think i have heard and felt enough to know that all interactions with gods are safe, much damage can be done, and it is the human that will pay the price for gods play. Okay now I took it a bit too far, sorry about that.

I will check out the link tomorrow, thanks.

[jensurvivor]

It doesn't sound too far-fetched to me to be careful around the Gods, though I suppose that's a matter that is up to each person's opinion.

If you do spend time with Loki, I would expect that he would take advantage of your tendency to get frightened and promise the moon and the stars to gods for a better future, or out of fear or I forget why you do it. Be aware.

[camillanightshade]

Yeah, I think so too. Even if Our Lady would come to my rescue, the damage would already had been done. Then it wont help me if he is banned or not. Cause I may not recover. Okay that was a bit drastic. It really dont have to be that bad. Perhaps only allow him to come when i feel really good. Nothing is decided, I havent promised anything and wont do it either.

[jensurvivor]

>Perhaps only allow him to come when i feel really good.

That sounds like a very wise thing