Lugh

[camillanightshade]

Yesteday I walked much outdoors, it was a bit mediative walk Lugh came. He is always there but I felt and sensed him more, I dont always do that. It was nice, when I got home I meditated went into trance. We discussed what happened what happened with the artshow I had. What really had been said, what He meant, my obligations promises to him. What I felt, the disapointments. It was a long time since I felt him so near. I wasnt so rough as I am when the gods arent around, I was pretty submessive. I was insecure didnt know what expected of me. But it went well. He calmed me down. It seemed like their had been some misunderstandings. He said I had gotten success with my artshow. It wasnt the same as I would be getting something sold, He see it in a different way, than i do. As for me giving myself totally to him as I did. He sees me as his, he said He wasnt a harsh and strict Lord. Then he just held me a long time. I asked for help for a few things. It felt awesome to be with Him, be hugged me tight, feel his love. He said he expected to see me outdoors walking a couple of hours every day, perhaps that will be easier for me to get outside then.

After I did a few drawings, in the skecthbook I have for Him. I coloured it later.