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Jun. 29th, 2012 07:52 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
camillanightshadeI manage to work monday, tuesday and wednesday quite well, cause I was alone there. Whrn I feel really bad it is the best if i can work alone, or with very understanding supportive people of course. I called in sick yesterday cause I have so much to do at home, and I was pretty tired needed to do my own stuff. My boss questioned my illness, was very pushy, and demanded a note from a doctor that I was sick.I had no idea that he was that bad., okay I get that it can be logical if I would do this every month/week. But 3 times in a year that is not much, I am like oh shit. What have I gotten myself into. So I need to get a doctor today. I will tell them about my high stress in life, exhaustness, panicattacks, dizzyness. Which I always have. But I could still have worked, but I have so much to do and felt so stressed out being in a harsh place around others when I feel weak. it is not like i would have been allowed to take a few days off. Cause then my boss would have to work instead. Lesson learned dont call in sick if you arent really sick. From tomorrow and a few days after that I will be staying at my sisters home, She is leaving for a week to visit our dad. So i will be taking care of her kitties. It will be good for me. I have created a food and exercise diary, so will have more controle over my binging, eating and walk, exercise more to finally get fit.
i am not wiccan, but there are serveral of wiccan stuff i like, some spells, rituals and invocations, drawing down the moon. it feel better if i use it regulary. i realize that some of is very light, i know that some of it can be seen as fluffy bunnies, i dont use that. i just feel that the wiccan path is a bit brighter, i so need the light. cause this path is very dark, too much pain and struggle. I am obsessed by it, which makes it worser. Others just seem to be more happy then me. The channeling I got from Our Lady in Glastonbury Avalon makes my path clear although it is much about my struggle etc. But written in a courageous tone on how to move on, where the choice is up to me. Btw I didnt get any doctors appointment until next week, but the nurse I spoke to reminded me of my rights to stay a week from work. So I will do that. It will be a hard to tell my boss that. He will be fighting about it. Any ideas?
i am not wiccan, but there are serveral of wiccan stuff i like, some spells, rituals and invocations, drawing down the moon. it feel better if i use it regulary. i realize that some of is very light, i know that some of it can be seen as fluffy bunnies, i dont use that. i just feel that the wiccan path is a bit brighter, i so need the light. cause this path is very dark, too much pain and struggle. I am obsessed by it, which makes it worser. Others just seem to be more happy then me. The channeling I got from Our Lady in Glastonbury Avalon makes my path clear although it is much about my struggle etc. But written in a courageous tone on how to move on, where the choice is up to me. Btw I didnt get any doctors appointment until next week, but the nurse I spoke to reminded me of my rights to stay a week from work. So I will do that. It will be a hard to tell my boss that. He will be fighting about it. Any ideas?
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Date: 2012-07-05 12:49 am (UTC)Some schools I went to had stupid policies for doctor's notes for absences. Sometimes one just has a migraine or the flu. You wouldn't go to a doctor's office for that (especially in countries where medical care is paid for by the state) but you still couldn't work...It might be an angle to say you don't want to charge the country of Sweden for something like a migraine...
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Date: 2012-07-09 05:20 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2012-07-09 07:42 pm (UTC)