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Jun. 29th, 2012 07:52 amI manage to work monday, tuesday and wednesday quite well, cause I was alone there. Whrn I feel really bad it is the best if i can work alone, or with very understanding supportive people of course. I called in sick yesterday cause I have so much to do at home, and I was pretty tired needed to do my own stuff. My boss questioned my illness, was very pushy, and demanded a note from a doctor that I was sick.I had no idea that he was that bad., okay I get that it can be logical if I would do this every month/week. But 3 times in a year that is not much, I am like oh shit. What have I gotten myself into. So I need to get a doctor today. I will tell them about my high stress in life, exhaustness, panicattacks, dizzyness. Which I always have. But I could still have worked, but I have so much to do and felt so stressed out being in a harsh place around others when I feel weak. it is not like i would have been allowed to take a few days off. Cause then my boss would have to work instead. Lesson learned dont call in sick if you arent really sick. From tomorrow and a few days after that I will be staying at my sisters home, She is leaving for a week to visit our dad. So i will be taking care of her kitties. It will be good for me. I have created a food and exercise diary, so will have more controle over my binging, eating and walk, exercise more to finally get fit.
i am not wiccan, but there are serveral of wiccan stuff i like, some spells, rituals and invocations, drawing down the moon. it feel better if i use it regulary. i realize that some of is very light, i know that some of it can be seen as fluffy bunnies, i dont use that. i just feel that the wiccan path is a bit brighter, i so need the light. cause this path is very dark, too much pain and struggle. I am obsessed by it, which makes it worser. Others just seem to be more happy then me. The channeling I got from Our Lady in Glastonbury Avalon makes my path clear although it is much about my struggle etc. But written in a courageous tone on how to move on, where the choice is up to me. Btw I didnt get any doctors appointment until next week, but the nurse I spoke to reminded me of my rights to stay a week from work. So I will do that. It will be a hard to tell my boss that. He will be fighting about it. Any ideas?
i am not wiccan, but there are serveral of wiccan stuff i like, some spells, rituals and invocations, drawing down the moon. it feel better if i use it regulary. i realize that some of is very light, i know that some of it can be seen as fluffy bunnies, i dont use that. i just feel that the wiccan path is a bit brighter, i so need the light. cause this path is very dark, too much pain and struggle. I am obsessed by it, which makes it worser. Others just seem to be more happy then me. The channeling I got from Our Lady in Glastonbury Avalon makes my path clear although it is much about my struggle etc. But written in a courageous tone on how to move on, where the choice is up to me. Btw I didnt get any doctors appointment until next week, but the nurse I spoke to reminded me of my rights to stay a week from work. So I will do that. It will be a hard to tell my boss that. He will be fighting about it. Any ideas?
