a short checkin

I have been very off and delusional a bit this week, very depressing frustrating, have had trouble focusing, So at friday night I couldnt take it anymore, and called on The Morrigan to ease it, and shield me and help me. Then I went to bed. yesterday I woke up feeling much better. I had so much to do, things to gather for the fullmoon, and spring equinox. And I have to visit my mum that was depressed she had got fired from her´job, and the people was nasty to her, so I had to comfort her. Then I went home, did my potions, took my ritual bath, then I did my fullmoon rituals , then I went to bed got up really early continued my rituals. Today I will do my spring eqiunox rituals. I feel very good, euphoric. Now I am drawing until it is time for more rituals. Tomorrow I need to deal with stuff emotions that has come up this week.  I feel I have so much to say but yet nothing comes out so i will write my fantasy world, where i easier get to the bottom of the issue seeing it from another perspective when I write about self as someone else.