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[camillanightshade]

I am out of electricity since wednesday night. I have heat but no light. My freezer, refridgeater, stove cant be used. So i cant cook, i Will get help with bills and get my power electricity back soon perhaps tuesday. My mum wants me to stay at her place for à few days. That is very kind of her. Yeah she whined and nagged à bit more is to come. Atleast i can recharge My iphone here and fix food. I have done much yoga these day, as well as meditating praying contemplating My life, My issues. I have beseached the goddess to take over My life. I feel that all things, debts, workissues has run amok, the wheel just spins faster and faster. I try fix it, but everything has run out of My hands. My mum now feels i cant take of myself that i am very ill, disturbed. It makes her pity me. It is annoying, i just wish i didnt neglect important things so easily, well trust i Will not neglect bills anymore. I know that My mum and sister cant do much then whine and argue it is à hassle. Tomorrow i Will celebrate my birthday here. It will be ok, i been through this before. I beg and pray and hope that some art of mine Will be sold. So they Will atleast stop nagging about my art, having My stuff at the artgalleries, being the bad choice, bad gallerypeople tricking me into it. Another bad thing is that my mum and the social welfare wants to know all about My income, salary and my bills and debts.

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[jensurvivor]

I've never had the power cut off but I have had it broken long enough to have food go bad, it is a real pain. I know it was just a temporary phase, of course you were stressed enough with everything going on to lose track of some details. Around here the power company sends a bill in the mail, you maybe don't get that?

[camillanightshade]

I do get bills , but somehow i must have missed the mail alot. When it is from some companies. À really dumb mistake, but i wont do that again. Yeah everything has been very stressful.