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Vernissage
Sep. 16th, 2012 08:41 amIt was a harsh week before my vernissage. I slept very little cause I had so much art I wanted too do. was so stressed out had trouble focusing, doing stuff. And I had to work which was harder with little sleep and my boss was moody, at such times he is picking nagging a lot on me and the others there, usually mostly on me cause i work more with him. He seem to think he has the right to say whatever he feels like. And it me who has problem if I cant handle it. So I am shielding more use protection spells. He doesnt get it is abusive to do that. But on thursday he went way too far. I can handle his nagging and critizising, no problem. But saying like he will not let me leave earlier nexy week so i can be at the artgallery is too cruel. It broke I went in to the bathroom crying, i cried for an hour. I was so sad it was hard to keep working, At home was unable to fix the last things for my artshow. So I went to bed slept 2 hours then I painted all night untill the morning when I had to go to work. It was hard to not be crying, when my boss was mean to me. He gave in and let me go earlier this week.
My art is on the gallery now, that is an awesome feeling. Too see the artists name my name, my art on the wall. My mum was with me on the vernissage. She understands now how much my art means to me and is more supportive. Often it is easier to be with her, without my sister. It was sad that she didnt bother to come. I realized she has never been to any artshow of mine. My mum thinks i have become very good at art. For some reason her support and words mean very very much to me. I suppose in some ways we are still the little child that wants to be approved. WE have talked aabout our arguments from the last time, there were some misunderstandings but it is bettter now that we are more honest to each other. This is the first time I have art on a gallery without school. So it is very exiting. It is just sad that not many people go into the gallery to check it out. Most people are satisfied with just looking through the window. But it is their loss. I am at the gallery 5 hours a day, drawing a bit when no one comes in. I hope for better luck, more people will go into the gallery this week. I am grateful for opportunity to be able to show my art to the world. Pictures coming up soon.
My art is on the gallery now, that is an awesome feeling. Too see the artists name my name, my art on the wall. My mum was with me on the vernissage. She understands now how much my art means to me and is more supportive. Often it is easier to be with her, without my sister. It was sad that she didnt bother to come. I realized she has never been to any artshow of mine. My mum thinks i have become very good at art. For some reason her support and words mean very very much to me. I suppose in some ways we are still the little child that wants to be approved. WE have talked aabout our arguments from the last time, there were some misunderstandings but it is bettter now that we are more honest to each other. This is the first time I have art on a gallery without school. So it is very exiting. It is just sad that not many people go into the gallery to check it out. Most people are satisfied with just looking through the window. But it is their loss. I am at the gallery 5 hours a day, drawing a bit when no one comes in. I hope for better luck, more people will go into the gallery this week. I am grateful for opportunity to be able to show my art to the world. Pictures coming up soon.
