A shocking change at work

Just when I thought it was getting a bit better at work. my workmate Kevin is most likely getting fired. His hours are being cut down to part time- 20 hours a week. That sucks, i feel sorry for him. i am so angry and anxious over this. It is so bad, It will be much more hard work for me. And much heavier cause I will have too do it  all by myself now. I will be working alone with my boss whom I mostly cant stand. Without Kevin I wouldnt have stayed this long. Cause he helps me out with everything. If he was singel I would have asked him out for a date long time ago. I am not in love with him. He is just such nice guy, loves cats, rock, goth music, openminded, fun. He is always so positive, has the craziest ideas. I hope he will get a better job. i am afraid i wont be getting any better job, but really i cant say that cause I havent been looking much either. Perhaps it wont be so bad, my boss wouldnt wanna loose me as well. So he probably wont push me to hard.  I just cant stand his sick humor, his moodiness,his attitude. This is such a shock for me. I will be looking for other work, hopefully I will get another one. Another thing I fear is that with Kevin not being at work anymore is that Fredrick my boss´s friend is gonna work there sometimes, visiting more. Fredrik is a real jerk, says mean things, I just wanna tell him to go xxxx, i stand him even less then my boss. The possibility of having to work with both of them perhaps feels like a nightmare.

I have had urges about that something was going on, that something huge would happen in a negative way for me. The tarotcards told me that in the reading, i feared i would get fired, i would have prefored that. I am overeacting, cause i am stronger than that, i can handle it. I just need to stand my ground, stand up for myself. I will refuse to carry stuff that is too heavy for me. For sure one can see this as a way to truly improve myself, show the world what I am made of by being there on my own without Kevin. Without a friend. I am not really interested in that. To be honest I now haven less interest in being there. But then on the other hand I need the money, so should make the best of my options. Not waiste it cause my work mate is getting fired, and I cant stand the work. I think I will handle it at most 1 month without Kevin, if he is there only parttime more. I really shouldnt base my life and my decision on other peoples actions.