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Thoughts are swirling in my head. I have heard stuff that refused to accept in the past. Nothing that I havent heard earlier or havent posted here. I feel worried about my health, I think it is just digestion problems perhaps some gastric catarrs and panicattacks, which makes me feel very sick and tired so I sleep much. I just feel so upset at myself, I hate myself. I should be more active, paint and write more, dont eat stuff that makes my body sick. Another weekend of freetime to waiste arrgh.