The Vegan Pizza day

I was out with the other animal activists yesterday. First we did some furdemostration infront of a furshop. We were only four people yesterday. But as long as there is someone so the shop owners knows that we wont give in. After that we went to a pizzeria that has 10 different kinds of vegan pizza. That was the Vegan Pizza day, but they have these pizzas there every day. the pizzas was pretty tasty with the soyacheese. Ok nothing is as real cheese, but it was not as bad as I thought it was. I am getting more and more use to the soya in food. The soya produkts can be very good and tasty if they are cooked well. I have even learned to eat broccoly. With tomatoe sause and unions it tastes ok. I still feel pretty emotional unstable, so it is hard for me to be with others, but also hard to be indoors all days. I feel frustrated, restless and panicing, anxious all the time. It will pass I think when I am done with the chakra yoga in may I will feel much better. Then I have gone through every chakras and will probably continue with the rootchakra again. I have heard that when I have done all chakras 3 months each which is about 17 months I will healed. Or as healed as I can be. Either way it will be much better then it was before I started it. So I will just hang in there, keep going. It bothers me that my tears come outside at times. I am probably a bit too unbalanced emotionally and it takes a lot of energy to controle myself. I have started to write poetry again at the evenings. I read my old poetry it made me wheepy. I am still doing the morning paiges I just need to express myself in the evenings as well. The Morrigan ensured me that I will be just Her´s and the other Goddesses I follow once again. This time when I have Cernununs and Lugh is temporary although it will last a few years. I dont mind Them that much, cause I am aloud to see Michael as well. It is more that I am insecure about where I am going? what will happen to me with Them. I am afraid They will turn my life upside down. I suppose They arent aloud to do anyting without The Goddesses permission.