camillanightshade

I am seem to be more happy when do some priestess training. I loved the avalon training. I have thought of doing it again, but never really started it. Same with druidry. I will decide to that now until next Winter Solstice atleat.

I will keep doing rituals, magic and celebrate moonphases and sabbats no matter what although I may change some rituals. It is hard to maintain some spiritual descipline do devotions meditate and such when it feels like my life is getting worser. But the one I hurt the most when I dont these things are myself. I cant afford more 1 juice and those herbs I have gathered during the summer at times, but that is better then nothing. I should be more grateful for what I have, I am grateful for it, i just want more.

I will finish some old project that are just laying there. I will focus on be better at doing details in my art. I will not let disapointments, rejections, critizism stop me from doing art. I will just try again, learn from my mistakes. I will go on a artcourse for a week in Gerleborg art univeristy at the summer if I can.

I will exercise and draw instead of bingin, eating when I am upset, sad, angry or any other moods that makes me loose controle for awhile and just eat/cry.

I will do what I can for animals, nature be more and more active.

I would like to travel.