camillanightshade

Now I have finished doing kundalini chakra yoga for all my chakran. These past 7 months have been very challenging, With each month becoming a bit worser, the closer to the crown chakra, the worser it felt for me. Both mentally and physically, emotionally. I feel grateful that The Morrigan pushed me through it sometimes while I was kicking and screaming, other times I was to anxious to object, to feel anything, or just very depressed and suicindal at times. Of course I was delighted at sometimes to do it as well, there where times when it was a pure joy to do it. So next week i will start on rootchakra again. The Lady said I could choose if wanted to continue with the rootchara next week. At first I was like, lets take it after my travel, but that kind of a big break from the kundalini yoga could be bad for the healing process cause like it or not my body and mind needs to get its doze of the kundalini chakra yoga, a couple of times a week. With given a choice I like this I am not really sure what is the best for me. I will do a reading on it. I know what The Lady feel which is best for me, but I feel glad that it was so obviously my own choice. The only reason why I feel like I shouldnt do kundalini chakra yoga next week is cause I am traveling in May, and dont wanna do anything that could make me feel worse, but who knows I may actually feel better.

Now I am just relaxing, and watching the Hulk on tv, when I grew up The Hulk and Phantom were my favorites. I liked superman and batman as well but liked The Hulk more cause He turned green and was so angry destroyed stuff that I saw as hilarious, it was for good causes. Dont remember why I liked the Phanom actually lol.