Disturbing dreams, visions
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camillanightshadeThese dreams are confusing, the gods in it may or may not be there for real, perhaps it is more symbolic. But since these things wont leave me alone, I will try to find out what it is trying to tell me. Some stuff may appear to be quite obvious. Share your thoughts about this, thanks.
1, I am at Cernunnus temple, He sits at his throne. I am tied up with magic force. He controls me. I cant escape, I am very very depressed life, light hope has left me. I will never be free.
2,I am at the woodland with Lugh and Cernunnus. Everything is so serious, I almost dont dare to breath. Not speak unless I am asked. I stumble of the words, so nervous. Loki comes, talks to the gods who seem to agree. He takes my hand ane we are at a meadow. We wrestle, sparring, kicking, boxing rull around it is so fun. Loki picks me up. carries me for a while. We meet The Morrigan. We then go to the other gods. I feel better now, more safe, cause She is near.
3, I am running, then flying come to a river, very steamy and wild, Jesus and Loki is there, they both carry me each half over the river. On the other side I thank them for their help, and fly away to my destination. I see others gods i have met, spoken to. I keep flying running, but seem to have lost the distination, I just enoy the freedom of doing what I want. Which seem to be running and flying.
It is a bit odd That the first and the last god I met was at the same place. But then again nothing more odd then anything else.
4, I come to meet The Morrigan and other Goddesses I worship. They seem to be busy talking to others. They pay attention to me. I feel I am in the way, no one has the time for me. I fear I have gone to far a stray from The Goddesses i follow. I dont understand this new where I am alone, gods seem to be more harsh. I go away, crying I meet Lilith and Artemis. Which is great havent seen them for years. I feel a bit better after that.
5, I am running around with Loki, he is a bit demanding wants me to kneel, obey and such but I just laugh and ignore him. We came to a place with many gods, I feel scared, anxious at this unknown place, with so many powerful entities. So I keep very close to Loki, suddenly we are alone in a bedroom. He takes out beers and large bowl of nuts, snacks. We drink beers he throws the snacks to me which I catches with my mouth, he is feeding with them, I touches his hair. We laugh alot, I am getting tired curl up at the bed. He sat beside stroking my hair. I open my eyes I am tied up, have a huge chain around my neck with cloth on. Loki is gone, at bed is someone who claims to have been waiting 12 years for me. He seem to be, cruel possiblew evil.
What happened 12 years ago in my real life? I was obsessive with using witchboards, talking to demons, angels Goddess Hecate entered my life, It is like She kept the bad One/evil ones away from me. I remember singing the wiccan Goddess chant to feel her close, then the dark negative forces was gone. I was still christo pagan, I would do anything use witchboards, oracle anything to hear Jesus, I was so obessive. When I left Hecate The Morrigan entered my life, and kept those negative forces away until I was strong enough to deal with it.
1, I am at Cernunnus temple, He sits at his throne. I am tied up with magic force. He controls me. I cant escape, I am very very depressed life, light hope has left me. I will never be free.
2,I am at the woodland with Lugh and Cernunnus. Everything is so serious, I almost dont dare to breath. Not speak unless I am asked. I stumble of the words, so nervous. Loki comes, talks to the gods who seem to agree. He takes my hand ane we are at a meadow. We wrestle, sparring, kicking, boxing rull around it is so fun. Loki picks me up. carries me for a while. We meet The Morrigan. We then go to the other gods. I feel better now, more safe, cause She is near.
3, I am running, then flying come to a river, very steamy and wild, Jesus and Loki is there, they both carry me each half over the river. On the other side I thank them for their help, and fly away to my destination. I see others gods i have met, spoken to. I keep flying running, but seem to have lost the distination, I just enoy the freedom of doing what I want. Which seem to be running and flying.
It is a bit odd That the first and the last god I met was at the same place. But then again nothing more odd then anything else.
4, I come to meet The Morrigan and other Goddesses I worship. They seem to be busy talking to others. They pay attention to me. I feel I am in the way, no one has the time for me. I fear I have gone to far a stray from The Goddesses i follow. I dont understand this new where I am alone, gods seem to be more harsh. I go away, crying I meet Lilith and Artemis. Which is great havent seen them for years. I feel a bit better after that.
5, I am running around with Loki, he is a bit demanding wants me to kneel, obey and such but I just laugh and ignore him. We came to a place with many gods, I feel scared, anxious at this unknown place, with so many powerful entities. So I keep very close to Loki, suddenly we are alone in a bedroom. He takes out beers and large bowl of nuts, snacks. We drink beers he throws the snacks to me which I catches with my mouth, he is feeding with them, I touches his hair. We laugh alot, I am getting tired curl up at the bed. He sat beside stroking my hair. I open my eyes I am tied up, have a huge chain around my neck with cloth on. Loki is gone, at bed is someone who claims to have been waiting 12 years for me. He seem to be, cruel possiblew evil.
What happened 12 years ago in my real life? I was obsessive with using witchboards, talking to demons, angels Goddess Hecate entered my life, It is like She kept the bad One/evil ones away from me. I remember singing the wiccan Goddess chant to feel her close, then the dark negative forces was gone. I was still christo pagan, I would do anything use witchboards, oracle anything to hear Jesus, I was so obessive. When I left Hecate The Morrigan entered my life, and kept those negative forces away until I was strong enough to deal with it.
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Date: 2012-09-25 12:54 am (UTC)Loki seems to be important for you right now, and seems to be offering some sort of transformation from the patterns that have captivated you and defined you. His brand of chaos seems to be helping you break out from old patterns and move to new ones that maybe work better for you. I am watching with interest.
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Date: 2012-09-25 07:36 pm (UTC)(no subject)
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Date: 2012-09-27 02:21 am (UTC)The difference with an chaotic god is that I dont trust them, I see Loki as a friend, he is cool but if he would leave me I wouldnt care that much. So yes I am more rough with Him. I dont think it is the chaos itself it is more that He doesnt have any demands or such so far. I dont like his pranks on me, it makes me hit him, yell at him. That amuses him. He is not mothering me, taking care of me like She does and he doesnt need to, I dont want it either, yes his dangerous nature makes him exiting.
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Date: 2012-09-25 11:31 am (UTC)http://twilightandfire.wordpress.com/
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