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work, channeling
Sep. 17th, 2011 07:44 pmThree weeks ago, The Morrigan gave me an ultimatum between my energy drinks, caffeine pills and her help. So I quite taken the energy drinks and caffeine pills, it have felt bad cause I am so extremly tired, but my moods and my emotions are easier to handle without that crap, so She has a point. I dont think it is good for me to get up every day at 3.15 am when i work. I go to bed at 9-9.30 pm. So I feel I have no life, but meditating, using my cards and my herbs helps. I just must get a more routine in doing my art. Not just fall in the kwetch trap about how exhausted and miserable I am and how much I hate working, hate my boss etc. I just that I feel like always walking around on eggshells at work.
This week I got in trouble at work. I was late 2 days. on wednesday my bus was very late so I came 7 minutes late. I know some people feels that is no big deal and some employers may ignore but are usually understanding if it happens rarely. I have heard that my boss have no understanding for suce, so I was worried I ask The Morrigan to shieled me/let me shadow her so I could be at work without to much anxiety. My employer Nicke was indeed furious and annoyed. Not as worse i ha´ve feared, heard other have been through there. I kept working his nagging made me nervous. On friday I over slept 2½ hours, I woke up when i should be at work already at 6 am. So called my boss, appologized and came to work as soon as I could I was an hour and 10 minutes late, I asked the Morrigan to let me shadow her again. It went better this time. My boss wasnt so angry, it was like he focused on the positive stuff having me there- less work for him and that some stuff I do are really good so he was just a bit grumpy like my coworkers are there. So redicules, but that is up to them. I had to work longer cause I was so late, after that i had to go to the store but had forgotten my wallet at home, went home fixed dinner since I was channeling later, and i need to be away from food 5-6 hours before such magical work. After eating I went out, got my stuff then went home, took a bath meditated.Then it was time for channeling. I have had felt The Ladys presence very strong for a few days. Which made Her entering my body feeling very smoothly, I wasnt even sure if She was even in there. Suddenly She just took over and started to chat with Callie and Jen, It was mostly Callie I think but She had messages for Jen as well. This wasn´t the strongest channeling I think, but I am glad it went well, and it was so smoothly. I will be meditating over the messages She had for me.
This week I got in trouble at work. I was late 2 days. on wednesday my bus was very late so I came 7 minutes late. I know some people feels that is no big deal and some employers may ignore but are usually understanding if it happens rarely. I have heard that my boss have no understanding for suce, so I was worried I ask The Morrigan to shieled me/let me shadow her so I could be at work without to much anxiety. My employer Nicke was indeed furious and annoyed. Not as worse i ha´ve feared, heard other have been through there. I kept working his nagging made me nervous. On friday I over slept 2½ hours, I woke up when i should be at work already at 6 am. So called my boss, appologized and came to work as soon as I could I was an hour and 10 minutes late, I asked the Morrigan to let me shadow her again. It went better this time. My boss wasnt so angry, it was like he focused on the positive stuff having me there- less work for him and that some stuff I do are really good so he was just a bit grumpy like my coworkers are there. So redicules, but that is up to them. I had to work longer cause I was so late, after that i had to go to the store but had forgotten my wallet at home, went home fixed dinner since I was channeling later, and i need to be away from food 5-6 hours before such magical work. After eating I went out, got my stuff then went home, took a bath meditated.Then it was time for channeling. I have had felt The Ladys presence very strong for a few days. Which made Her entering my body feeling very smoothly, I wasnt even sure if She was even in there. Suddenly She just took over and started to chat with Callie and Jen, It was mostly Callie I think but She had messages for Jen as well. This wasn´t the strongest channeling I think, but I am glad it went well, and it was so smoothly. I will be meditating over the messages She had for me.
