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I am prepared for my trip. I think about it everyday. If I think too much I get anxious thinking of what may or may not happen me. So I am painting a lot to get my focus on other stuff. Which is great. On 1 week I have done more then on a whole month, sometimes even serveral months. Those girls I thought I would have a cup of coffee with in London or Glastonbury hasnt gotten back to me. It is a bit sad, shows how interested they are, well it is their loss. I am not traveling for their sake, to meet them. I am very exited about my trip. I cant wait to get there I think I am just as exited about the Wicca Moon, Mysteries witch stores in London as with anything else. I will get my treat first lol, buy myself some stuff in the witchstores, before going to Madrons well Cornwall and the other places.  My yogaclass is over, it will be great to just do it on my own. I like that better. I feel a bit anxious as well cause something bad may happen, but hopefully it doesnt. but I will be careful so it should be alright. it feelslike it takes for ever to be the date when i will travel. I hope the weather will be great, cause I will be outside alot. My latest paintings are on soon on flick, I will keep the wild cats as they are I think work more on them will ruin them, i have done a few more that I have done that I have ruined.